Not Just (one) Voice

{A Suicide Note of the Soul}

One wonders, if you look into yourself
Who do you find?
What do you find?
Maybe you're just too afraid
Afraid of what you might discover
uncover, or recover
From your past or
Future or even the present
No matter how stupid the present is

Will a person find that they are not, in fact a person
that they are a being instead
that the Gender that they were assigned is crap
or that the fact is, that person likes boys
when in fact, they are told to like girls?

Maybe they are more, and less
because Less is apparently more
or that is what we're told

or Maybe that person discovers
that they are indeed what they feared
that they are really
alive?
dead?
or whatever people call being in between consciousness

Nope
chances is they'll find almost nothing has changed
that fearing the fearable is useless and futile
just as loving the loveless can be
but no matter how badly they fear, or love
that person will find out
that they are who they want to be

Even if they love their life
or lives
they notice that they have gained something more
a chance at total freedom
but that comes at a price

the beauty of the world comes at a cost
one you cannot take if you are lost
a soul is required to pertain this reality
whether it's in the causality or not
is completely irrelevant

What really matters
is that
A Suicide of the Soul
always comes with a note...


BY DAVID